2522010--a special and big day for me

My 23rd years old just say hi to me..
25/2/2010 is a special and memorable day for me..
I celebration formally 2 times and informally 1 time, therefore total is 3 times..this is my first time celebrate my birthday 3 times in my life man..wow...but it is great..
Thank you to all my friends..
I think that I am very lucky to have those friends..play, laugh and cry together...although sometimes I do expect more in my relationship..I think I need to learn how to appreciate all things and become a mature person... this is my target in this tiger year..
Honestly, I expect that he will at least send me a message..but he is not..I always asking myself when can I put down everything...too high expectation just will bring disappointment...I know that I cant expect anything because he doesn't know anything about that..What I did is just secret and I myself know that..I don't want to think that anymore...I can SURVIVE!!!
Make a wish to myself, I hope my dreams can come true...
“简单也是一种幸福”，只要一切平平安安，我就已经心满意足了。。。

Happy Tiger year

Chinese New Year is my favourite festival while times fly when we feel the happiness.
Today is chu 8 and I already back to college.
Chu 1 to chu 5 hang out with friends.
This year didn't spend much time with my family.
Different chinese new year this year because I went to Malacca to watch movie.
This is the first time I went to malacca with friends during chinese new year.
We play, we laugh, we joke...Have fun with them.
After back from malacca, I straight away change my dress and continue my activity with form 6's friends.
This year less many 'bai nian' kaki..feel disappointed but still ss with them.
We played 'heart attack'.
Chu 5 is the most memorable day..because kee yeong, ming cher, hui xian and soon peng came to muar...As usual we visit muarians' house and have fun with them..
We played 'heart attack' again in ah siong's house. I suggested to play that but I am the loser..sigh#
For me, this year is different with the previous year...Just hope that everyone is shun shun li li and ping ping an an...get whatever you want to get...

Different Chinese New Year & Valentine day..

This year Valentine day and Chinese New Year fall on the same date which is 14th feb.
Actually this is a good date because I can celebrate Chinese New Year and Valentine day together although I am still single..
This year a bit different because I celebrate my Valentine day with my family, friends and relatives. Enjoy the day because I never celebrate Valentine day before but this year I can celebrate it although not with my boyfriend. I still very because all my crazy friends let me laugh and talk non stop.
I met many friends who didn't contact for long time. But we still can chat. I really hope that times can pass slower.
A bit different with Chinese New Year because we didn't celebrate in my grandma's house. Quite sad in 1st day of Chinese New Year. Many unhappy things happen and I really don't wish to see those situation. Reunion is very important in one family. My dad told me siblings can become siblings because of FATE.. I remember FATE because I believe in fate. But not many people know how to treasure people around us. They tend to take for granted sometimes.
Anyway, I wish that my family have a great year and stay healthy. Happy always to my friends and family....to myself also...
Happy Valentine day to you and hope that you can achieve whatever you want in new year..

6th Feb 2010---MKC 09/10

MKC is something meanigful and memorable for me..
Yesterday, my juniors did a great job because they have their MKC night and it was very successful.
Juniors gone through the hardest part but I do believe that they get the meaning of MKC. I hope that they can keep the spirit and burn it up next year..
Hope is always with me..
It is easy to give up while if you are never give up, you will find that the night is meaningful and memorable to you.
Feel touching in every performance especially the part where sing the CC song together. I feel the togetherness between juniors and seniors. I hope that everyone can remember this feeling and don
't forget the concept of 7th CC which is "7th CC, 1 family"...

CC hoseh!! MKC hoseh!! Seniors hoseh!! Juniors hoseh!!

Can I???

Stress, stress and stress..
These are the words popping my mind everyday..especially today..
Today I did a wrong thing, in my presentation.
In the beginning, everything is still ok...
Suddenly the laptop shut down and my mind became blank...
Maybe I am too depend on power point slides..
That is not a good thing because as a future teacher, everything is just finger tips.
We need to depend our own knowledge.
Simulated teaching is torturing me..
Lesson plan, lesson plan and lesson plan...
I need to plan everything and everything I plan need to base on students' centered.
I don't know whether I am ready to become a teacher, but I need to face the fact that it is time to get ready..I cant waste any single time..

Yesterday Pui Ying came to my room. At that time, I just realised that I have many things need to learn...A lot of things..I just live in my small world. I don't ever know what is insurans, investment etc..I really hope that I can learn now.. I don't want become a girl who is studying all the time but I don't have time to do that..I think I still poor in time management.

I hope that I can cope all this...And I must!! Sigh# I told myself like that but it is hard to do that..Pray hard in my simulated teaching and also my teaching practice...

CC Dong Zhi 2009

Last Tuesday (12/1) was CC Dong Zhi (solstice festival). This is my last year in college to celebrate dong zhi. As usual, anyone who is free can help 2nd years make 'tang yuan'.

After having my dinner with jia wei and hui ing, I helped them to make 'tang yuan'. Not so many juniors join us made 'tang yuan'. But I still enjoy the process. We laugh, play and joke together.

2nd year prepared some activities to us. The touching part was I watched back my 1st year MKC. A lot of memories appeared in my mind. Especially the moment practised drum together. On the day of MKC, we support each other. After 2 years, the feeling still inside my heart. Nowadays, hard to find back that kind of feeling. Honestly, I am admire to those ex-seniors esp yi cong's batch, they still can keep their friendship well. I can feel that the unity between them. But sadly to say that, I can feel that feeling in my year. Anyway, I hope that we can treasure whatever we have now. Treasure our friendship. After few years, we still have reunion meal.

~Treasure everything~

Feliz ava novo~

Today is the second week of 2010. A lot of things happened in this two weeks..assignments, cc and choir. I feel sad, disappointed and I was cried. The feeling was so complicated. However, I can think some "moral values" after the incidents. Thank for Kang Wei for being my listener. I like to complaint about this and that. But he said that we are the one who makes the mistakes all the times. It is true..I admit that..Maybe because of that I do feel comfortable because just my own fault.

Last Christmas was a wonderful day for me. Because it was so special. I celebrated in Singapore with my kiko and licy. It was a nice experience for me. But, I think that the decoration in Malaysia is more beautiful than Singapore. Especially in Mid valley. I like the decoration. Take some photos with zu dian, yu wei , hui ing and yu peng in Mid Valley..wakakkakaka..

About my assignments, lesson plan, lesson plan and lesson plan..really make me suffer and crazy.I wish that I have another creative brain to think the lesson plan. It is really hard to do that. I know I can do that but it is not creative. I don't know how to be creative in that sense.

Anyway, I know that this year should be a good year for me..Jia you~ meyi..LIVE FOR MYSELF..IF I THINK I CAN, I CAN!!!