冲动～

人的一生，是应该要有冲动的。

我有时做事很冲动，但有时应该冲动时又不冲动。

冲动可以给我勇气去做我想做的事。

就好像要和一个人表白时，冲动可以让你有勇气去说出你要说的话。

但如果时间拖得越长，那股冲动就渐渐地消失了。

最近很烦一件事，在想要不要到新加坡打工，消磨时间。

人生无常，我不是想浪费时间在等待，更不想一年之后我的回忆里是 0。

当我下定绝心要到开始体验我的新生活时，我还是没有踏出第一步。

到现在，那股冲动已经是渐渐消失了。

因为害怕，所以不敢踏出第一步。

因为害怕，所以好在原地踏步。

因为害怕，所以想很多。

我害怕我会后悔。

朋友都说我身在福中不知福，要去受苦。

但想体验一下不同的生活。

有的朋友很支持我，人生不要留白嘛。

希望不管多辛苦，也要坚持。

因为我要赚人生的一笔财富～人生经验。

11-1-11

I just found that I didn't update my blog for 1 year...Time flies..1 year just past like that..
Today is 11-1-11..A special date for human being and I hope something special happen to me in some special date..But very sad to say that everytime I hope for nothing and my wishes never come true..
New year new hope..I gave up him from my heart.( I hope I really do, sometimes I will miss him but I try to control myself) I know it is time to give up and I don't want to waste my time on him anymore, it's enough for me to spend 3 years..I felt tired and just want to let my heart to rest for a moment. Time can make me see the reality and truth..
This is my last semester and I just want to enjoy my life in this year..
I don't want to think much..just do my best in everyday..i believe this year is better then last year because is rabbit year... :)