Can I???

Stress, stress and stress..
These are the words popping my mind everyday..especially today..
Today I did a wrong thing, in my presentation.
In the beginning, everything is still ok...
Suddenly the laptop shut down and my mind became blank...
Maybe I am too depend on power point slides..
That is not a good thing because as a future teacher, everything is just finger tips.
We need to depend our own knowledge.
Simulated teaching is torturing me..
Lesson plan, lesson plan and lesson plan...
I need to plan everything and everything I plan need to base on students' centered.
I don't know whether I am ready to become a teacher, but I need to face the fact that it is time to get ready..I cant waste any single time..

Yesterday Pui Ying came to my room. At that time, I just realised that I have many things need to learn...A lot of things..I just live in my small world. I don't ever know what is insurans, investment etc..I really hope that I can learn now.. I don't want become a girl who is studying all the time but I don't have time to do that..I think I still poor in time management.

I hope that I can cope all this...And I must!! Sigh# I told myself like that but it is hard to do that..Pray hard in my simulated teaching and also my teaching practice...

CC Dong Zhi 2009

Last Tuesday (12/1) was CC Dong Zhi (solstice festival). This is my last year in college to celebrate dong zhi. As usual, anyone who is free can help 2nd years make 'tang yuan'.

After having my dinner with jia wei and hui ing, I helped them to make 'tang yuan'. Not so many juniors join us made 'tang yuan'. But I still enjoy the process. We laugh, play and joke together.

2nd year prepared some activities to us. The touching part was I watched back my 1st year MKC. A lot of memories appeared in my mind. Especially the moment practised drum together. On the day of MKC, we support each other. After 2 years, the feeling still inside my heart. Nowadays, hard to find back that kind of feeling. Honestly, I am admire to those ex-seniors esp yi cong's batch, they still can keep their friendship well. I can feel that the unity between them. But sadly to say that, I can feel that feeling in my year. Anyway, I hope that we can treasure whatever we have now. Treasure our friendship. After few years, we still have reunion meal.

~Treasure everything~

Feliz ava novo~

Today is the second week of 2010. A lot of things happened in this two weeks..assignments, cc and choir. I feel sad, disappointed and I was cried. The feeling was so complicated. However, I can think some "moral values" after the incidents. Thank for Kang Wei for being my listener. I like to complaint about this and that. But he said that we are the one who makes the mistakes all the times. It is true..I admit that..Maybe because of that I do feel comfortable because just my own fault.

Last Christmas was a wonderful day for me. Because it was so special. I celebrated in Singapore with my kiko and licy. It was a nice experience for me. But, I think that the decoration in Malaysia is more beautiful than Singapore. Especially in Mid valley. I like the decoration. Take some photos with zu dian, yu wei , hui ing and yu peng in Mid Valley..wakakkakaka..

About my assignments, lesson plan, lesson plan and lesson plan..really make me suffer and crazy.I wish that I have another creative brain to think the lesson plan. It is really hard to do that. I know I can do that but it is not creative. I don't know how to be creative in that sense.

Anyway, I know that this year should be a good year for me..Jia you~ meyi..LIVE FOR MYSELF..IF I THINK I CAN, I CAN!!!